On the Right Path

My todays report card:

I started my day with strength of going to court for my divorce case. I found that routes were diversed and advocate called me to tell that there os no need for me to come, he could have called me before Ieaving. It was only a trip of road. 

Its good that the work has been done, thats what the purpose was.

I went back home and helped papa to arrange balcony.

Balcony, the small space of our home where the dangal always keep going between bhai and papa to keep the plants, both have their own way of arranging plants.

I always wanted small house as I was born and brought up in a house having 10 rooms, it may seem so lavish to others but I know that a big house consumes so much energy effort and time to get arranged. We could have invested that energy in some other important things. Some times our possessions consumes us, that we realize later. 

We should have things which we actually need, be it clothes, assesories or space. This is one more thing I learned this last year.

I have lost charm of shopping for clothes, shoes and assesories, not that they dont attract me any more but I can resist my self now from buying them without need. 

I managed to not give any reaction under emotions on some situations today, that really saved me from chaos. I believe if I keep on practicing this, I will be at peace in my relationship with my loved ones. 

Over all, it was a nice day that ended with a family dinner. I finally started looking at brighter side of my life. 

We can not change our past but we can certainly live our present with maturity that we get from our experiences  

I want to love the way I want to feel loved so I am developing understanding in every sphere of my life. 

From tomorrow, I will cut sugar from my diet. 

Little steps each day, small changes can bring a big difference. 

Emotions will always be there but now they are not driving force of my life. 

Lets hope to maintain the calm for coming days also. I know there will be lows but I have confidence that I will overcome that without creating damage to me or my loved ones. 

I just want to love my blessing in everyway possible           . .... ...