Redesigning Life

Today unfolded as a serene day, brimming with opportunities. Although the calls from three schools haven’t materialized into anything concrete yet, each opportunity boosts my confidence. I’ve already begun preparing for interviews. My aspiration is to secure a job with a reputable brand, focusing less on monetary considerations and more on infusing my life with purpose and motivation through meaningful work. As a teacher, I strive to make a difference—a motto that drives me. While I await favorable outcomes, my plan for tomorrow involves studying for a demo. I’ll be ready for any opportunity that comes my way, leaving the rest to divine guidance. Trusting in God’s plans, I feel no rush or restlessness. What’s meant for me will find its way—I’m no longer chasing; I’m attracting. Finding inner peace is the first step toward conscious living. Managing my emotions better brings me genuine appreciation. And yes, appearances matter in this competitive world—I’m delighted that my smile has im...

27 October, this date has brought hurricane of all the buried memories. It was difficult not to remember the day when my relationship started. These 14 years with him has given me the lessons for lifetime.  School education of 12 years was not able to give me these learnings but this failed relationship taught me a lot and changed me for life. I used to think that life is a fairy tail, money is secondary and true love can change anyone but No, life is not a cake walk, its tough and unfair sometimes. Money is important because your financial freedom gives you freedom to live your life. If you are dependendent on any one, they will own your life choices. I learned that your love should be given to someone deserving only. I learned that you can love someone but you can not own them, their life and their life choices will be theirs only. You can only give love, rest is on the other person that what they are going to do with it. So better fall in love with someone who has a right way of...

My todays report card: I started my day with strength of going to court for my divorce case. I found that routes were diversed and advocate called me to tell that there os no need for me to come, he could have called me before Ieaving. It was only a trip of road.  Its good that the work has been done, thats what the purpose was. I went back home and helped papa to arrange balcony. Balcony, the small space of our home where the dangal always keep going between bhai and papa to keep the plants, both have their own way of arranging plants. I always wanted small house as I was born and brought up in a house having 10 rooms, it may seem so lavish to others but I know that a big house consumes so much energy effort and time to get arranged. We could have invested that energy in some other important things. Some times our possessions consumes us, that we realize later.  We should have things which we actually need, be it clothes, assesories or space. This is one more thing I learned ...

  I am back here after two years. A lot has changed. Thinking about writing diary from last so many days but then I decided to resume my daily blog which off course will remain private to write my feeling and whatever I am planning and executing for the day. Yes I have changed. The biggest learning that I have learned in my life is that nothing is constant; change is the only constant in life. Keeping all the incidents and events in life till now, I can say that there is a certain pattern in my life and it will continue to repeat until I learn what life wants me to learn. Only then my life will be aligned to the purpose that I have in this journey. I have learned: ­   Never invest your emotions in wrong people, they will break you in pieces and it will take years to put yourself together. ­   Be wise in investing your time, emotions and money. ­   Your mental health is your responsibility, take good care of it, and remove a...