In 2020, I started this blog and named it Redesigning My Life at 32. I was afraid. Afraid that maybe it was too late. Afraid that the life I dreamed of—one of peace, dignity, and joy—might never be mine. I was living in darkness, surrounded by pain—personally, professionally, emotionally, physically. But even then, I was hopeful. Even then, I believed that I could rebuild. And I did. From that day forward, life unfolded in mysterious, often painful, but ultimately beautiful ways. I flowed with the current, followed my heart, and trusted my resilience. I walked through fire—divorce, separation, loneliness, fear, seclusion. I faced nights of silence, tears, and aching questions. But I never stopped moving. I rewired my mind. I shifted from victim to warrior. From self-sabotage to self-care. From regret to reverence. I let go of people ...
Today, I woke up at 6 AM because I couldn’t sleep until 11:30 PM previous night. Despite this, I accepted the situation without irritation and began my day with a positive mindset. After cooking my meal and having a shake, I headed to school. During my bus ride to school, I started listening to “The Power of Now” audiobook for the second time. In first few minutes of my day at work, I felt a slight agitation, but I quickly reminded myself to stay present and accept the moment fully. Immersing myself in work helped alleviate the agitation, which I realized was due to lack of sleep and the morning rush. Teaching literature for seven periods made a hectic day, but my speaker and tab were invaluable companions. They supported me throughout the day. Today, I intentionally took on the responsibility of managing the preparation for Inter DPS competition. Aspiring to be a principal, I recognize the importance of embracing additional responsibilities, although I already have ot...
Thought a lot about how to set my goals and remove distractions. I wanted goals with farsightedness for longvterm future planning. Wasted nearly 15 days in thinking only, then finally decided to take career counseling from my mentor Gaurav Sir. I got clarity about my goals and got so much confidence as well. Now I have my long-term goals with me: 1. Preparation of govt. Job 2. YouTube Channel 3. Online classes on my own. I am trying to prioritise them in above mentioned sequence as there will be days when I will not be able to give same attention to all three. I finally found out that I can be an expert in English subject teaching for cbse classes. I really enjoyed being a school teacher. I am continuously attending webinars also. Going to record progress of activities seperately for all three goals. Fingers crossed!
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